Ashleyxjade's Journals

My friend Shawn

What can I say?

Honestly, he's been one of the nicest people I've ever met here. I'm glad I've gotten the chance to meet and grow to almost know him. Although I think I pushed him away a little tonight and I've really upset myself with that. It's not fun when you realize that you've done something incredibly stupid to mess things up with someone you really care about. I believe it's been a little over 2 years now that I've known him. He's a really special person to me though. I would really like to tell him I'm terribly sorry for messing up tonight.

That being said, Shawn, I hope that you can accept my apology. I will be ever so grateful and prove to you that it was worth it. I would love to start talking again the way that we used to.

I miss you

I guess I'm going to be getting on here more...

I miss some of you. A very select few of you...

Anyway, maybe I haven't been completely forgotten and replaced by everyone?

I would like to think there's only 1...could be wrong though

Let's talk :)

I'm so scared...

I want to help him but I don't know what to do. He's so worried about it and I hate seeing him stress so much and be so upset. It makes me cry. I just want everything to work out. I know how important his diploma is. He says that his life is over if he can't get it and I'm worried about what that may cause. I just hope things can work out for him. If I knew he had the stability to go to summer school, I'd totally pay for it just to see him happy

Today has been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day!

Not really. I just remember that little book from when I was a kid. Today was actually supertastic!

I have to make a mardi gras mask in French class. So silly since Mardi Gras was yesterday but we're having to study it so I have to do the work. :) I think a Mardi Gras party is in order here. I've learned that there's more of a story to it than flashing boobs for beads. Shocking, eh? just kidding. They have some strange traditions but yeah. There was also a lengthy discussion today about how my boyfriend feels dildos should be banned. I'm not even quite sure how he got on this subject but everyone listened so I guess there was a point to it. Tyler spent an hour trying to get me to throw stuff at him b/c he's "kinky" like that...?

How was everyone else's day?

this movie is scary as hell...

I'm not quite sure what people were thinking when they said it wasn't scary and it was stupid. I think the only reason it's so scary is b/c it's based on true events. Someone wanna tell me what happens in the end??

From what I thought, they both die...but idk

I was Santa for a day! :]

So I spent my day today replying to santa letters from 1st graders!

Those letters were so cute! I've been so stressed out but that just made my day to know that I'm going to make all those little kids happy that they got a letter from Santa

SASSYBACK!!!!

We certainly had fun last night

A LOT of fun :]

I have to pack my stuff

Gahhh..

I have to do it tonight. I won't have time in the morning but I don't feel like getting up right now. I guess I'll have to in a little while

November 14

is going to be amazing! FOUR PERFECT BANDS

COBRA STARSHIP

SING IT LOUD

FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS

HIT THE LIGHTS

That is going to be the most perfect show

I think having Dylan and Emily there will be a lot more fun

What's your favorite song lyric??

From any song you can think of...what's your favorite??

Mine would have to be

"If you could go anywhere right now...where would you go, and would you miss me when you get there?" from Takeoffs and Landings by The Ataris